She’s Got The Look

Gadzooks. ATM did get back to me. I had a missed call on my mobile – an event in itself. It was them. I called back to get a fifteen minute spiel from Dan saying I could get work but I need more photos for my profile. The importance of having photos could not be expressed enough, as it was on their website. And why not take advantage of their photo shoot special? (Ah the catch!) Because I have better – well other – things I could spend $180 on. He kinda hung up on me when I didn’t commit to the photo shoot. That was a bit hurtful. But overall the phone call perked me up. After all it was rather flattering to get a call back. (I haven’t had any call backs for my other recent job applications). I must look all right. (Yeah?)

My problem with the photo shoot, besides the expense, is I don’t want to be the centre of attention.* I don’t deserve it.** I mean the whole appeal of being an Extra was blending into the background; taking up space and such. There is a certain amount of effort and deliberate standing out during a photo shoot that is just not me at all.

The other thing is I never thought I’d do this professionally. I just wanted to try it once for a laugh; to see what it’s like and maybe earn a few bucks. The ad that sparked this off was calling for Extras for one particular movie project but the way the company is set up you join them – for free, I know they’d want you to know that - and then maybe get some work.

I’m leaning towards giving this a go. There isn’t much else happening in my life at the moment. I’ve asked a friend and semi-professional photographer to take some photos for me. Even then I’m bound to feel ridiculous. I’m going to go through my wardrobe and see if I’ve got clothes that cover the three recommended photo themes: professional, casual and trendy. Crikey what does “trendy” mean these days?

I’ve never done any Extra work before so I wondered how much acting experience was required. And the answer was none apparently. To paraphrase Dan all that is needed of an Extra is someone who can speak English and run. If the motivation is right I can do both of those things.

I was told it is fun work, good pay and a chance to meet new and interesting people. Now being the antisocial type I think this is a definite positive for me. Assuming the social networking doesn’t freak me out too much.

He mentioned they are casting for Neighbours. I can’t quite see myself sitting in the cafe sipping a milkshake. Well I wouldn’t see myself anyway since I haven’t seriously watched the show since I was eleven. It would be funny to get a call from those friends who still watch asking, Was that you? Should I not tell them just to surprise them? I’m seriously jumping the gun here. And experience tells me that is the root of disappointment and heartache.

*Oh that's such a lie! Of course I want it.
** Another lie.